On the Benefits of Self-Publishing and the Thrill of a Good October Story

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I’d originally envisioned my blog tour for The House on Linden Way to take place in July. That was the month I’d promised to release the book in print, and it made sense to promote it right after publication and throughout the summer.

That didn’t quite work out. By the time I was ready to book the tour, the earliest dates Women on Writing had available were in September and October. It took about five minutes after hearing this news to reconcile my vision: of course autumn was the perfect time to promote a haunted house story! It was clearly meant to be.

Now in its second week, the blog tour has been a total blast, and I’ve enjoyed putting together the guest posts (and having extra time to write them).

Here are the links for my recent tour stops:

On Tuesday, I stopped by Mindy McGinnis’s blog to talk about the differences between traditional publishing and self-publishing (and which path I prefer).

On Friday, I was over at The Faerie Review discussing the chilling comfort of October stories and offering up a few of my personal favorites.

And today I was treated to a surprise review by my incredibly dedicated and hard-working tour manager, Crystal. Thanks, Crystal! You’re the sweetest. 🙂

Next week I’ll share a few more reviews, an interview, and a guest post called “The Lingering Ghosts of Our Childhood Homes.” See you then!

Fall into Reading and the Linden Way Blog Tour


Happy autumn, everyone! I am so excited for this season. After three years I can finally take my fall workshop again (it just wouldn’t have been the same on Zoom); my blog tour for The House on Linden Way kicked off this week and continues throughout October; and I’m part of a new Women on Writing giveaway called Fall into Reading, because what better way to celebrate any occasion than with FREE books?!

Click here for more information on the Fall into Reading giveaway, which includes 16 books (one of which should look familiar!), various other prizes, and a $150 Amazon gift card.

On to Linden Way! All of the dates for the blog tour are listed below; there are 22 stops over six weeks featuring reviews, spotlights, articles, and interviews. I’ll post a weekly roundup here so that you don’t miss a thing.

In Monday’s interview on Women on Writing, I talked about the journey of writing Linden Way, the truth in my fiction, and the differences between traditional publishing and self-publishing.

On Thursday I was over at Deborah Adam’s blog with a piece called “Exploring Our Deepest Fears Through Speculative Fiction. 

And on Friday The House on Linden Way was in the spotlight on The Faerie Review.

That’s it for this week! See you soon, and thank you all for your continued support.

Nine Years of Blogging

 

When I first started blogging in 2013, I remember feeling far behind. It was as if everyone had a blog already, and I watched in those early years as they celebrated their five or six or seven year anniversaries, thinking, I wish I’d started earlier.

Time passed quickly, and now here I am, celebrating my ninth year as a blogger. I’m not a very prolific one but I’ve managed to stay consistent, and I enjoy reflecting on my journey as a writer and all the moments of motherhood threaded through these posts. 

In honor of the occasion, I wanted to share with you my top four blog posts in terms of readership, my four personal favorites, and a bonus to make it nine. 

My Four Most Read Blog Posts

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Book Sales and Royalty Statements

Little wonder this would be the post that interested most readers! Money talks, and many of you were curious how much I was making back in 2014 after my debut novel, The Fourth Wall, was published. Spoiler alert: not much! But I had fun putting this post together, and perhaps it was illuminating. 

Are Blog Tours Worth It?

This is my second most read post, and I hope it brought some authors around to the idea of blog tours, because they are absolutely worth it! In fact, my tour for The House on Linden Way, hosted by the same company who hosted The Fourth Wall, begins next month. Stay tuned, and enjoy this post on the benefits of blog tours. 

One Author’s Experience With Kindle Vella

For a blog post that’s only a year old, this one has really generated some interest, making it my third most popular post ever. Not bad! Authors are understandably curious about Amazon’s new serialized fiction platform, and sharing my early experience with the self-publishing site has continued to intrigue other writers. 

Oh, What a Night

My fourth most read post since this site launched in August 2013 is the celebration of my book launch at Changing Hands Bookstore in the summer of 2014. It’s still fun for me to look back on too! Family, friends, cupcakes, a beautiful book display, a dream come true. Oh, what a night indeed.

My Four Favorite Blog Posts (and One Extra)

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The Story Behind You

It should come as no surprise that my favorite blog posts inevitably center around moments with my children. This one features a very special Mother’s Day gift and an eloquent truth all writers should remember.

New Beginnings

One of my sweetest memories was when my son’s second grade teacher invited me to talk to her class about being an author. I recounted the memorable experience in this post from 2015.

On First Publications

My daughter’s own success as a creative writer inspired me to write on the relevance of first publications. I was and am so proud of Abigail’s perseverance and bravery, commemorated in this post from 2018.

How to Fall in Love With Writing All Over Again

It is always my hope that others will find inspiration in my blog posts. How-to posts are some of the most difficult for me to write but also the most fulfilling. Here I share tips for learning how to recapture the love and joy of writing. 

And just to make it nine, and because there’s nothing like your first, here is the post that launched my blog nearly a decade ago. After all this time, it still feels as special as it did back then. 

Surprise!

Available Now! Read The House on Linden Way

Today I am thrilled to announce the release of my novel The House on Linden Way! I’ve been talking about this book for so long I almost can’t believe it’s finally time to share it with you. 

Unless you’re brand new to this blog, you already know the history—Linden Way started five years ago as a short story, grew into a much longer one, but was never quite long enough for traditional publishing. I tried stretching it to reach the industry standard length for adult fiction (60k words minimum), but it always felt wrong, like I was trying to force the story to be something it was not. 

I pushed it to 50k words and started querying anyway, and I actually had a pretty good response. Of the 58 agents I sent it to, five requested the full manuscript, and three of them kept Linden Way under consideration for over a year. Several others sent personalized rejections with encouraging notes. Yet this all happened over the span of two and half years, and at some point I had to re-evaluate my goals for this particular project

Did I want to keep pursuing a publishing path that had so few options for novellas? Because after all that time, I still knew one thing for sure—I did not want to turn Linden Way into something that it wasn’t. 

I also started re-evaluating my overall goals as a writer. What were my reasons for seeking a traditional book deal in the first place? Did I care about advances, bookstore placement, and status? I realized I did not, that mostly I just wanted to write the best story I could, put it out in the world, and move on to the next one. 

Once I knew what I wanted and felt certain Linden Way did not have a place in traditional publishing, I pulled the manuscript from consideration, stripped it back down to its original 46k-word length (man, that felt good), and took the leap into self-publishing. As of today you can purchase it in ebook or print or read it on Kindle Unlimited. 

To help celebrate the release, I’ve teamed up with the fabulous Women on Writing, who hosted my blog tour for The Fourth Wall in 2014. The tour for my new otherworldly ghost story launches in September—just in time for spooky season. I am so excited! I’ll be offering tips on how to get unstuck when writing a novel, talking more about my process writing The House on Linden Way, sharing my experiences with both traditional and indie publishing, and much more! 

And speaking of Women on Writing, I’m over there today with a little writing advice about how to keep things simple so you don’t get lost in the details. 

Enjoy, and as always, thanks for your support!

The House on Linden Way is available in print and ebook here. 

You can add it to Goodreads here. 

Linden Way Cover Reveal

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Summer has a way of blurring days until time loses all meaning. In June especially I am happy to let the days slip by unaccounted for and unmarked on the calendar. That’s why, when I sat down this morning to blog and noted the date on the post, I did a double take. And then I broke into a smile.

June 10 was the day, eight years ago, when The Fourth Wall was officially published. Since then I’ve had the honor of appearing in other books as an essayist and short story-teller, and those books have kept my debut company on my bookshelf, but until now The Fourth Wall has been the lone novel.

That changes next month with the release of The House on Linden Way. It’s been a very different journey: Linden Way is self-published while The Fourth Wall was published traditionally, although since the latter was released through a small press I guess you could say I’ve been indie all along.

In a future post I’ll go into the differences, but for now I want to tell you what’s the same: the tremendous sense of accomplishment in seeing your creative vision through. Kudos to all of you out there doing this very thing.

Here’s the cover for Linden Way, designed by Kitten at Deranged Doctor Design. When I post again in July, it will be with a link to order. That is, if I don’t get lost in the hazy days of June.

New Story in Fractured Lit and Other Writerly News

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Summer Break is weeks away, and although I’m going to miss my students, I can’t wait to have more time for writer-me. Until then I am in full teacher mode, but I wanted to pop in and share a few writerly links from March and April in case you missed them!

In March, one of my dream publications, Fractured Lit, published a little vignette called “Windows.” This piece was originally published in Hunger Mountain (print only) in 2017. I was so happy it found a new home online.

In April, a newish magazine called Five Minute Lit accepted a micro I’d written last summer. The piece will appear in August, but you should check out the site now! Everything they publish is exactly one hundred words.

In May, my short story “Gravity” will appear in an anthology celebrating twenty years of Mothers Who Write, a fabulous workshop I’ve participated in several times. The launch takes place at Changing Hands Bookstore in Phoenix on Saturday, May 7, from 11-1.

Finally, this story reviewer on Instagram took me by surprise last month by tagging me in a review of “Windows.” It made me smile on a day when I really needed it and reminded me why it’s important to share the work we love.

Celebrating Ten Years as a Published Writer

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This month marks the ten-year anniversary of my first published piece, “Flight.” I will never, ever forget when Literary Mama accepted that story—I was over the moon. It was the writerly breakthrough I needed and kicked off a ten-year streak of publishing my fiction and essays in some truly wonderful magazines.

A decade is a long time, and although many of the magazines I’ve appeared in are still going strong (including Literary Mama!), several have folded. In the last year alone I’ve taken down seven links that led to defunct websites.

The good news is my stories belong to me, and there’s more than one way to make them available to you. One of my goals for 2022 was to add audio of me reading these orphaned pieces on my website. And then I thought, well, why not video too? So here they are!

I started with the four prose poems I lost when Mothers Always Write shut down a few months ago. Next, I hope to tackle the short stories that disappeared with YA Review Net, including the award-winning “The Lost Girls” and the Pushcart Prize nominated “We Never Get to Talk Anymore.”

If you’re looking for something new, the final video features an unpublished essay called “Enchanted.”

Thanks for reading/listening/watching!

The Story of My Heart

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Every author has that one novel–the one cherished above all others, the one that makes her think, If I never write anything else, that’s okay, because I wrote this. I’ve written eight books, and while each is special in its own way, the fourth one is the book of my heart.

The House on Linden Way began as a short story in the summer of 2017. I was waiting for a car repair and began sketching out an idea for a haunted house story. The house would be the main character’s childhood home, which she was revisiting for the first time in many years. When her young daughter vanishes inside, the mother tries searching for her but keeps getting trapped in memories. I soon realized I had a book on my hands, and when it was finished nearly two years later I wrote the following query:

While passing through her hometown a decade after she left, Amber Blake impulsively revisits her old house on Linden Way. She only means to stay a moment, to show her three-year-old daughter Bee the place where she grew up. But when the kindly new owners invite them inside, Amber cannot resist.

Soon Bee is missing, the owners have disappeared, and Amber finds herself in a houseful of ghosts. Time takes on new meaning as she loses herself in living memories and a past that does not wish to be forgotten.

As Amber fights the powerful lure of a childhood she’d long left behind, her tenuous hold on the real world slips further from her grasp. Is it merely nostalgia she’s battling, or something far more menacing? Who haunts the house on Linden Way, and where are they hiding her child?

When I began Linden Way, I didn’t know yet who or what was haunting the house. Like many of my stories, I’d imagined something sinister and evil and ended up with something more complex. What I did know was that I wanted to write a story about the trappings of nostalgia and the lifelong imprint of our childhood homes.

The book is personal because it includes so many things that are important to me, including the power of sibling bonds, the bittersweet memories of growing up, and the fierce strength of motherhood. It is unequivocally the book of my heart, and I’m thrilled to begin publishing it today on Kindle Vella. Read the first chapter here, and follow the story as new chapters will publish every Tuesday and Thursday from now until June. Enjoy!

New Year, New Dreams

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I have always been intrigued by the concept of giving something up for the new year. Writing it down on a slip of paper and then burning it. So often we focus on what we want to gain instead of the things we need to lose.

When I looked back on 2021 in an effort to list my tangible writing accomplishments, I found some good ones: editing my middle grade novel, drafting five short pieces over the summer, making progress on my fairy tale WIP, self-publishing a book and a short story on Kindle Vella, and traditionally publishing a piece of creative nonfiction which would go on to earn nominations for Best of the Net, the Pushcart Prize, and Best American Essays.

This all feels amazing, but perhaps the most important thing I achieved last year was deciding what I wanted as a novelist and choosing a path that fit that goal. Then I wrote down my old path and lit a match.

What I’m leaving behind in 2021 is the pursuit of traditional book publishing. Ever since Kindle Vella was announced last spring, I’ve felt such passion for the possibilities of publishing my own work. At first I’d planned on only releasing commercial fiction, but I’ve enjoyed the process so much I’ve now embraced it completely.

Last month I pulled The House on Linden Way from the final publishing house where it was under consideration and used earnings from my cozy mystery to commission a book cover; Linden Way will be released on Vella this spring and then in ebook and print in July. I am so excited to share this news! When I made the decision it felt as though a weight had lifted, like I had space to breathe life into new ideas about my writing and publishing goals.

I used to dream about seeing my books on bookshelves and holding author events and making a living as a novelist. These dreams feel dated now. I love being a teacher and not having to rely on income from writing; I’ve participated in author events and mostly felt stressed out and uncomfortable; and while it was thrilling to see The Fourth Wall on shelves, the truth is that the shelf-life of a book is very short unless you sell a gazillion copies, and that leads me to the number one reason why traditional publishing is probably not a good fit for me: everything revolves around sales, which is to say that everything revolves around money, and the pressure is immense—the pressure to perform, the pressure to earn out your advance, the pressure to sell, sell, sell. And that’s not what I want.

What I want from my books is the personal value that comes from writing them and putting them out into the world. I want to focus on the joy of being a creator, because that’s such an amazing thing. The fulfillment for me is imagining a story, bringing it to life, crafting the best version that I possibly can, and then letting it go. The rest is icing.

This is my year of rediscovering the total creative freedom that comes from detaching your work from external validation or numbers. It feels like a new beginning. I have so many ideas for stories and I can’t wait to write them and try new things and maybe fail but learn and grow and get better and just keep going. I want to stay passionate. I want to have fun. I want to create and let that be enough. These are the things that dreams are made of.

The Best Books I Read in 2021

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For the last seven years I’ve posted an end-of-year book survey, courtesy of Jamie Miller at The Perpetual Page Turner. It doesn’t look as if she’ll be hosting one for 2021, so my list will look a little different; however, the essentials are here! As before, rereads don’t qualify for these categories, but they still deserve some love, so I wrote about them in another post. Enjoy!

Books Read: 52
Rereads: 11
Top Genre: Horror

Best Book of 2021

Crossroads by Jonathan Franzen

Jonathan Franzen’s latest family saga is a sprawling, ambitious work exploring the intricate relationships within an American family in crisis. Russ Hildebrandt, a middle-aged pastor struggling with his faith and an unhappy marriage, is on the verge of an affair; his wife Marion is at her own crossroads, one that is revealed throughout the novel in a slowly unfolding secret past; and their four children are also in various stages of personal upheaval. It’s a lot more fun than it sounds—endlessly entertaining and brilliantly crafted. Each member of the Hildebrandt family has a point of view, and Franzen writes them all with characteristic depth, empathy, and humor. An instant classic.

Favorite Book of 2021

The Illustrated Man by Ray Bradbury

Ray Bradbury’s classic collection of science fiction stories was undoubtedly my favorite book of 2021. I loved the framing device of having the Illustrated Man’s animated tattoos tell the tales, some haunting, some horrific, all infused with Bradbury’s dark poetic prose. One story in particular, “Kaleidoscope,” was the best thing I read all year, an absolutely beautiful and shattering piece of writing that will stay with me forever.

Biggest Disappointment

The House in the Cerulean Sea by TJ Klune

This book was hugely hyped and I was excited to read it but found it heavy-handed, preachy, and a bit too precious. One Goodreads reviewer described it as aggressively quirky, and I couldn’t agree more. Just not for me.

Biggest Surprise

The Imaginary by A.F. Harrold

For a middle grade this was super dark. The antagonist, Mr. Bunting, hunts down imaginaries (imaginary friends) and basically liquifies them and sucks them up and eats them. There are pictures to demonstrate. Anyway, a gleefully creepy tale of terror with gorgeous illustrations.

Book You Recommended Most

The Anthropocene Reviewed by John Green

John Green is just an all-around wonderful human. I love his YA books, I love his vlog, and I loved reading his touching and humorous essays—written as reviews on a five-star scale—on everything from the history of Diet Dr Pepper to Halley’s Comet to Super Mario Kart. This was the one book this year I couldn’t shut up about, the one I think everyone should read.

Best New Series

A Key to All Mythologies by Jonathan Franzen

Of which Crossroads is only the beginning.

Best Discovery

Rebecca Stead

One of my priority reads from 2020 that I wanted to get to this year was Rebecca Stead’s The List of Things That Will Not Change. It was the first book I read in January, and I quickly followed it up with two more Rebecca Stead books because she simply writes flawless middle grade.

Best New Territory

Forever Right Now by Emma Scott

I don’t typically read a lot of romance or self-published books, but it’s not because I don’t enjoy them. I just need to do a better job of seeking them out, and this book is a good reason why. It’s perfect.

Best Page Turner

Burnt Offerings by Robert Marasco

There were several books that, when I started, I could not put down. These include Crossroads, East of Eden, and Rosemary’s Baby, but the surprise here is Burnt Offerings because it’s a total slow-burn. Regardless, I was hooked from page one and some of the scenes were edge-of-your-seat intense (the swimming pool! the escape through the woods!). Also, the ending did not disappoint.

Best Candidates for a 2022 Re-read

The Illustrated Man and The Anthropocene Reviewed

Best Cover

Wendy, Darling by A.C. Wise

Best Villain

Cathy Ames from John Steinbeck’s East of Eden

East of Eden is essentially a book about good vs. evil, and you won’t meet a character more purely evil than Cathy Ames.

Best Classic

Lolita by Vladimir Nabokov

I am in awe, and not a little envious, of Nabokov’s extraordinary skills. Lolita is one of those books I can’t believe I waited until now to read.

Favorite Quote

“You’ll be sorry you asked me to stay,” he said. “Everyone always is.”

From The Illustrated Man

Biggest Shock

The Martian Chronicles by Ray Bradbury

I read a lot of horror this year, and a lot of it was shocking. But when I dove into The Martian Chronicles I wasn’t expecting horror. And then I read “Usher II.”

Best (Non-Romantic) Relationship

Maddie and her stepdad Sam in Melanie Conklin’s lovely middle grade novel Every Missing Piece.

Best Recommended Book

Lost Children of the Far Islands by Emily Raabe

On a strong recommendation from my daughter Abigail, and in the midst of a reading slump from which only a whimsical middle grade story could save me, I read and thoroughly enjoyed this fantastical tale of a secret island and shapeshifting siblings.

Best Debut

Happily Ever Afters by Elise Bryant

Once I open a book and see it’s written in first-person present tense, I usually close it. The style has become ubiquitous in YA, and honestly, it’s hard to do well. But Happily Ever Afters was a happy exception. It’s very well-written, charming, and sweet—a triumphant debut from Elise Bryant.

Best Setting

The Salinas Valley in John Steinbeck’s masterful East of Eden

Book That Made Me Laugh

Paperbacks from Hell by Grady Hendrix and Will Errickson

If you love horror as much as I do, you’ll have a bloody good time reading this celebration of the mass market horror fiction of the 70s and 80s.

Book That (Almost) Made Me Cry

The Illustrated Man (for the short story “Kaleidoscope”) and East of Eden

Book That Made Me Want to Scream

Burnt Offerings by Robert Marasco

Why did you go back, Ben, why, why, WHY?????

Best Hidden Gem

A Totally Terrifying Zombie Apocalypse Love Story by Carrie Ann Lahain

Being a huge fan of the original Dead Town, I was thrilled when my dear friend and long-time critique partner Carrie Ann Lahain announced a reimagined version focused on Sara and Patrick’s zombie apocalypse romance. Everything that made Dead Town great is still here—the gore, the giggles, and the nonstop action. But instead of being in 14-year old Scotty’s point of view we get to see the story through his older sister Sara and her swoon-worthy admirer, ex-marine Patrick Bannon.

Most Anticipated Book of 2022

The Book of Cold Cases by Simone St. James

You guys know I am a Simone St. James SUPERFAN. I have read everything she’s written and I can’t wait for this one!

Most Anticipated Book in a Series in 2022

Strawberried Alive (Cupcake Bakery Mystery, #14) by Jenn McKinlay

Reading Goal for 2022

Read at least 52 books, same as every year.

Happy reading in 2022, friends!